besty boos!

Alright. You read it right. I'm letting a "surprise" out soon.

So far some of my bestest pals have heard it from my mouth. Well, the "surprise" did surprise them. If you have yet to know of anything shocking from me, it's not because you are not one of my besty boos. I love all of you equally as much as i love my own life. It's just that i can't bear to hurt any of you with this shocking revelation of mine.

Firstly, despite that smiley picture of me, which lacks the hint that i am ACTUALLY in a very utterly disturbed state right now,i am just as sober (not drunk but sad) as ever.

Secondly, i will let the cat out of the bag when i think it's the right time. Don't pester me what the surprise it. Meow.

How now.

Meanwhile. I think things have changed a little for me.
It's really great to have friends. Finally.
I never thought that i have anyONE in my life.
Friends, yes. Friends not lovers. The people that you can talk all day and/or night long. The girls/guys that you can happily gossip about how F-U-N school was 2-5 years ago. The people whom you can call Bitch and Ass and Idiot without even feeling the tiny inch of guilt. (try saying that to your bf/gf, see what he/she will do next!)

The people that you can talk to your problems to when he's not around.
The people that takes you to the park for a chill out session.
The people that guide you along when you feel like a noob and they are just more than happy to help.

I've made many friends, but somehow i am an ass when it comes to keeping them sealed into the zip lock of friendship.

Today, i am more than happy to accept any invitations. (Friends, PLEASE ASK ME OUT AS OFTEN AS YOU WANT. I am all yours!)

I feel better now.

For the record, i think by far this is my first post where i finally blog about my friends, and not about Z or school or band (gosh).


I'm not going to mention names.
But seriously, you people know who you are.

Thanks.
Seriously thanks. You don't know how much each of you have changed my life.