Priorities

I thought about this so many times after reading this Twit. The people around you are your motivators. IF they snigger at your falls, then get rid of these sorta people. They are a waste of time.

Today I was being rebelious for the first time in my life, I realised I needed what I need. To be alone. I don't want anyone. I just want myself. SO ABSORBED IN MYSELF. I am a tired girl. I run around, trying to please everyone, and I hate disappointing anyone. Maybe I am a people pleaser, but it's for a good cause if it makes them happy when they are with me.

I am crazily ambitious. I want my dreams, but sometimes, I just can't achieve it because I prioritize the wrong things or people. Maybe its good, or maybe not. But NOW I realized how small I am. I am a small girl trying to make everything work, maybe pretending to You, that yes I am capable of all juggling everything.

I care so much about others but sometimes I don't even know if they will do the same to me.

I am really sorry.