My heart

I have reservations about life most of the time. When I think about my life in the future, I worry so much about the kind of person I turn out to be. They say to always turn to God to find your way. I always try to do it, but I know god won't help you unless you help yourself to be the good person that you want to.

Will god be furious that I followed my heart and not my brain?

I ponder timelessly...and tonight again I feel the guilt again.

Happy fasting.