Let's take things for Granted!

seriously am disappointed with you

i dont want to know how u felt as you are reading this
for i believe,u'd never know how it feels like to be me either.

but honestly, i do love you,seriously, i do
but there are times, that u can be so so oblivious about things,
and i dont know,if u r doing it on pupose.

u kow i'll be unhappy with the things that you are doing,
but you just seem not bothered with that.
u just take things for granted, well, thinking that no matter wat
you'll do, we'll always end up happy at the end of the day

its just so unfair
just so so unfair.

everytime i say sth about you,sth that i dont like, u just say things back
at me, and make it sound as if its my fault for being very petty.

do u think i enjoy very much, being unhappy with u?
do u think i'd want to waste my time staying unhappy.?

c'mon man. i got my own reasons too to be unhappy.
i have feelings too, i'm human , remember?

cant just shove me aside, when u feel like it, or when there's sh of bigger priority(eg:watching a movie)
tat is so ridiculous. i mean, how can u just do that? said you will get back to me..waited soo long on the comp,
but no...no reply from you... watching a movie,is way much more special,then chatting with me?
ouh, now i get it... i got everything sorted out now.... how materialistic men can be...

so wat happen to my excitment on the webcam? i tot we can have one happy web sssion tonite, but no,
of cuz we did not...someone's just wanna spend precious time alone watching movie... how nice..

sometimes in life, we just take things for granted, not only things.but people to0. sth u realise it..
but most of the times,we dont. But when people tell u that u are doin sth wrong, tell me , would you listen and change? or would you smile, and gv a no-no sign to that person,thinking u know wat u r doing, and that person is just crapping.

can u ever take your flaws?
i admit im no perfect too.
but atleast i try to change..

u hate me for certain things..u want me to change... seriously, i will..i know i will

but you..

i hate you for certain things...i want you to change...seriously,will you?...i dont know if you will.

zul, just this qsn, are u taking me for granted?
just because u know we are close, very close, u think tat no matter wat, i'l forever be yours?
no matter wat you do,wat u say... i'll just keep it to myself,and 4give you,everytime you do sth wrong...

dont get me wrong.
but really, are u taking this relationship for granted.?

there's really i thing i hate hate hate aobut you...
im sorry to say this.
but when u do sth wrong, u just say that u are not a good bf etc.
u feel bad, and me.. i feel even worst then u for it makes me feel
that watever i said have hurt u alot, and its my fault for making u sad...

then after tt u will just look away...
i mean like helo? so it's my fault now ?

i'm really confused..wat should i do?
i donno wat to do...

i'm so reliable on you, that i dont want to go to others for answer.
YOU..pls tell me wat to do aobut this... or better still, ask
YOURSELF : wat am i going to do about this.