a pseudo smile
Every thing's just going downhill and i really wished that right now i'm in school still busy mugging my socks off for my A's.
We don't talk bout US anymore, we talk about HIM HIM HIM.
His work
His friends
His schedule
His life
His every thing.
Call him, and he'll say "I'm at MY work place" or "I'm with MY friends"
When i talk about ME, we'll end up diverting to something bout HIM.
He means the world to me, but right now, i guess he means a world to himself.
"Ya i want to see you, BUT later after I'M done with MY friends"
How thoughtful of you. I understand you completely.
I want to explain to him but his too easy-going attitude will just say "Whatever la sayang, get angry all you want" And it's very disturbing, because he's usually not like that.
He lost his patience in me, in us, i can tell.
I can no longer pass each day without tears swelling up in my eyes.
He no longer asks how i feel, what did i do, what i ate. Like i said, all we talked about is him.
I feel like i'm a nobody.
His lucky colleagues can see him every single day of their life, whether they like it or not. But i only have 1 day where he can totally be mine.
Maybe it's my fault. I've been too over-bearing.
My happy days are gone gone gone. I don't know if i'll be able to heal from the wounds.
It'll definitely takes alot of time.
i wonder if he knows.
I can't tell him how i feel face-to-face because i know i will just end up bursting into tears.
I hope he reads this, all so carefully, and understands my feelings better.
We don't talk bout US anymore, we talk about HIM HIM HIM.
His work
His friends
His schedule
His life
His every thing.
Call him, and he'll say "I'm at MY work place" or "I'm with MY friends"
When i talk about ME, we'll end up diverting to something bout HIM.
He means the world to me, but right now, i guess he means a world to himself.
"Ya i want to see you, BUT later after I'M done with MY friends"
How thoughtful of you. I understand you completely.
I want to explain to him but his too easy-going attitude will just say "Whatever la sayang, get angry all you want" And it's very disturbing, because he's usually not like that.
He lost his patience in me, in us, i can tell.
I can no longer pass each day without tears swelling up in my eyes.
He no longer asks how i feel, what did i do, what i ate. Like i said, all we talked about is him.
I feel like i'm a nobody.
His lucky colleagues can see him every single day of their life, whether they like it or not. But i only have 1 day where he can totally be mine.
Maybe it's my fault. I've been too over-bearing.
My happy days are gone gone gone. I don't know if i'll be able to heal from the wounds.
It'll definitely takes alot of time.
i wonder if he knows.
I can't tell him how i feel face-to-face because i know i will just end up bursting into tears.
I hope he reads this, all so carefully, and understands my feelings better.
my horoscope for the day.
You're all fired up over some issue that is much more meaningful to you than it is to almost anyone else. That's no reason not to fight your hardest for it -- but it may be tougher to get the kind of support you want.
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