with lots of love from..

Everyone is fast asleep and after spending like 4 hours re-editing and giving the blog the final touch ups, i think is is finally done! There you go, for my loyal blog readers! Brand new blog skin (with an addition of new widgets to my sanctuary).

I looked at my blog and it's overrated with lovey-dovey stuff. Pardon me for all those. Maybe i'm just in love?? Heh. Why should i not be? *muah*

I'm having the time of my life right now. Despite the very different lifestyle (which consists of only working & slacking) , i think i'm adapting to it pretty well. Also, considering the fact that i'm no longer lonely and sobber everytime zulky has to work and i don't get to see him EVERYDAY. In fact, i used to grumble endlessly at the fact that why he has to work EVERYDAY & why i can't find a job.

Bla Bla Bla...

Everything's perfect now. I don't grumble (much) about anything else. I think Hun is happy about it (:

I'm 19 now and the thought of reaching 20 really scares me. I will definitely miss my youth. Hun said he's really scared to grow up. (Poor boy) He explained to me why and now i know what exactly he meant by "scared". Life is sure gonna be tough,soon.

But, despite the "scary thoughts" and what ever nots, i think i'm still anticipating the passing of youth and the welcoming of adulthood. I want to experience (greater) independence and freedom. At the same time, i want to be able to lead & determine my own life. I want to feel my own achievements and see how far can i go while my life lasts me.

Why am i so emotional suddenly?
Maybe because it's 4:07am right now!!



The best is yet to come...




With lots of love for all who is reading this,

xoxo

fateha.