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I think this is my 20th time calling. I swear if no one's around right now, i would stabbed myself with a knife and call it "peace for my entire life"

I'm shivering with fury right now. I can feel myself fuming like a mad cow. I need to blog out loud, before i really do something stupid,again.

I'm beyond temperamental these few days. I guess the PMS is really terrible this time.
And to add to the PMS,my job is not going so well. I'm running out of ideas to write and for some reason, i don't want to stay as expressive as i was previously, because i'm afraid if those who read my work won't like it. I really feel like cursing them. That's my style of writing, if you wanna change it, than do it at your own accord, but don't complain about it. gosh.

You guys don't understand what i'm talking about, don't bother. The fury is still bothering me.

I need some distraction. And somehow the person whom i need the most is TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLY totally out of reach. i have no idea why. can i just disappear tonight?

Believe it or not, even petty things are stressing me out.
Eg, i realised that my mp3 is dead, and needs to be charged because i need to listen to it on my way to work. I HAVE TO LISTEN to MP3. Just because of that i'm cursing like there's no tomorrow.

I want to head to bed NOW but i know if i do, i'll just end up crying in bed.

might as well linger a while on my computer and wait for the hp to ring.LIKE IT WILL!?!?!?!?!?

I have anger management problems, i seriously do.
And hell, i don't know what to do with it.

Maybe that's why i get frustrated so easily??

No wonder people turned to emo. All you have to do is sit one corner, cry,mourn and slash your wrist. Easy job.

i think that it's best you guys just leave me alone for awhile till this PMS bullshitcrap is over.

I don't want to hurt anyone,no more. Enough for today.