sushi galore~
I'm having dry coughs & everytime i cough, its like trying to cough the life out of me. I think the cough syrup expired. heh.
Saturday was ok.
First time of my entire 18 years (soon 19 *hinthint*) i stepped into a sushi-serving restaurant.
And oh-my-godness. It's beyond heaven. Considering the fact that i love sushi. It was so nice of Zulky to give me a treat. I guess it's a pre-birthday gift. Haha! It was G,o,o,d.

Zulky took the wasabe and played with it. That was what i thought he was doing, initially. Few minutes later, he showed me the wasabe container. I peered inside, and what i saw was something like a flower. He carved the wasabe into a flower! Haha. Shouldda takken a picture of it (:
I guess Zulky really want me to change. He keeps on telling me to "grow up" especially when i go gagging over Happy House stuffs & other cutesy things. I mean. I'm only 18-soon-to-be-19, so, there's no harm in admiring these things right?
Jeesh,it's sure hard to please him. But, I guess he really wants me to grow up.Or mature. The thing is that he mixes with old folks. Okla, not that his friends are that old, but they are definitely years older than me. He's comfortable with that kind of company, so i guess he wants me to "grow up" and be like his friends, so that i won't be so left out when i meet them.
But then again, i'm only 18-soon-to-be-19, and i don't want to act/dress as if i'm 25.
He said i'll never change, and i can see the disappointment in his eyes when he said that to me.
I keep on disappointing him, but i don't want to change for the sake of pleasing others. I don't want to force a Change. I want to change naturally. I want to change when i think i'm ready for it.
I'm happy with life now.
"there's a lady who is sure, all that glitters is Gold, and she's buying the stairway to heaven..."
i'll change,one day.
but the Hotness stays.On. (:

Saturday was ok.
First time of my entire 18 years (soon 19 *hinthint*) i stepped into a sushi-serving restaurant.
And oh-my-godness. It's beyond heaven. Considering the fact that i love sushi. It was so nice of Zulky to give me a treat. I guess it's a pre-birthday gift. Haha! It was G,o,o,d.

Zulky took the wasabe and played with it. That was what i thought he was doing, initially. Few minutes later, he showed me the wasabe container. I peered inside, and what i saw was something like a flower. He carved the wasabe into a flower! Haha. Shouldda takken a picture of it (:
I guess Zulky really want me to change. He keeps on telling me to "grow up" especially when i go gagging over Happy House stuffs & other cutesy things. I mean. I'm only 18-soon-to-be-19, so, there's no harm in admiring these things right?
Jeesh,it's sure hard to please him. But, I guess he really wants me to grow up.Or mature. The thing is that he mixes with old folks. Okla, not that his friends are that old, but they are definitely years older than me. He's comfortable with that kind of company, so i guess he wants me to "grow up" and be like his friends, so that i won't be so left out when i meet them.
But then again, i'm only 18-soon-to-be-19, and i don't want to act/dress as if i'm 25.
He said i'll never change, and i can see the disappointment in his eyes when he said that to me.
I keep on disappointing him, but i don't want to change for the sake of pleasing others. I don't want to force a Change. I want to change naturally. I want to change when i think i'm ready for it.
I'm happy with life now.
"there's a lady who is sure, all that glitters is Gold, and she's buying the stairway to heaven..."
i'll change,one day.
but the Hotness stays.On. (:

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