I Think I Think Too Much

I was on my way to school this morning and was in the bus thinking of what my Accounting Lecturer will be teaching today, when my iPod played the song "Stripper" by Soho Dolls. 9.45am, Accounting Lecture and Stip Tease do not go together i figured out.

Anyhoos, today during the bus ride, i did alot of thinking. Unfortunately it sounds nothing intellectual. Just some stuff about life that i've never got to think about.

Things like what if my parents pass away. Don't get me wrong. It's not as if i really want them to go off that fast. But i was thinking what it would really be like if they are really NEVER gonna be there for me EVER AGAIN? Isn't it scary? Being 20 years old doesn't leave me MATURED and capable of taking care of my own BREAKFAST. Even so, i bet it doesn't make a difference if i am already 60 years old and (most prolly they'll be long gone) it happen.

Even though i hate them this [ ] much at times, i can't (WE ALL CAN'T) deny the fact that ohwells, they are MY freaking parents after all. Like it or not, i can't choose, so LIVE WITH IT - in a good way.

No one knows how much they've sacrificed for me especially - hmm, to the extent that i think that they are spending wayyyy to much on me. I'm guilty as charged. But what is a girl to do?

I have 2 other siblings -which makes us to the power of 3. Imagine, if they had 0 kids, chances are they could be billionares now (summing the total number of $ spent on EACH of us).


How can people ever afford to have 10 kids? They're just like Nike. They just do (without) it.

So planning counts too. And i hope having a future accountant as their daughter helps.